Teh After Party

The day after the party.
Sunday.
Which was yesterday.
I would have posted yesterday night but i had work.
>.o

Anyways, it was fun.
We had a nice little breakfast.
Two of my buds had to leave early though.
=/

We watched a pretty good horror movie.
They spent most of the time making fun of it.
So cliche.

Then we tried to figure out what to do and decided the pool was good. And it was.
Best idea ever.
XD

Afterwards we dyed our hair.
lol.
The girls did anyways.
Though we didn't finish since i had work.

In all it was great weekend.
Exhausting but fun.
I wanna do it again soon.

And I guess all the stuff about not feeling like i fit in is all in my head.
Since i felt withdrawn i acted in a way that negatively affected me.
I gotta work on that.
=/

Teh Party

Went pretty swell.
Technically still going.
>.o

I feel a little out of place right about now.
Just like i always do.
Everyone gets together and has a great time.
And yet i always feel like the odd one out.
-sigh-

And its my party so why do i feel this way?
It blows.

Plus add in the fact my hormones are raging out of control.
Fuuuuck.
You think i'd get laid but nooo.
I live at home so any chances of that are basically out the window.
So another thing to add onto my list of suckage.

My hopes were pretty high and everything.
Yet when i reach the point, i'm denied.
Every time.
It never fails.
WTF?

And i'm still pretty much very awake, have work around 5 in the late afternoon and i'm expected to work.
I highly doubt i'll make it in but i can try.
Try being the keyword.
At this point i feel like shit.
=/

Excitment!

Today is my birthday party.
I know, why am i excited?
So far, every party i've ever had, has SUCKED.
D:<

Something happens to make it just suck.
Hopefully this year will be better.
I've got food, friends, and booze.
And most of them are spending the night anyways.

My birthday was Monday but no one can get free on a Monday night into Tuesday.
The only let down about today is i gotta work.
>.o

And then i gotta work tomorrow night.
Lets see if i can make it in.
^o^

Intro.

My name is a Rosemary.
I'm a 19 year old female.
Born in Florida, raised in Jersey and spent 5 years Connecticut.
Currently living and working in Florida.
May start school in the fall.
Just gotta get all the paper work done. >.o

I'm the oldest of 6.
I have four sisters, two brothers.
I love them all and miss them terribly.
It sucks going from such a close tight family to..
A crap family where i fell like i don't belong. =/
I long to move out and get a place of my own.

Hell i may go back to CT one day.
Maybe,
Depends on what my future husbands thinks.
He wants to move to Chicago, Illinois.

Speaking of him..
I got a great boyfriend.
One day husband.
You may think i'm too young or something stupid like that.
You're stupid, not me. D:<
If you found something amazing why not run with it?
He rocks my world and i'll never let him go. <3

Hmm..
Other than that i guess i should talk about me.
I'm going to school for Business Management.
I want to own my own cafe.
Maybe a comic book store too.
I wanna get married and have kids.
4 would make me happy.
2 is probably enough though.

I work as a cashier at Fun Spot USA.
A lot of people hate it there and some days i do it.
But it's actually a great family friendly place.
We also have the World's tallest Skycoaster.
(advertising? Maybe.)
It's 300 feet high and my stomach does flip flops every time i ride it.
One day it won't.
I'm not looking forward to that day..

Anyways, that a bit about me.
I'm gonna try to post every day.
TRY.
If anything every couple days.
=]